Ever thinking of me?
Ever?
Never.

I never knew how to tell you.
I couldn't find it in me.
Too late now.

Turned around and packed up.
Left it all behind me.
Left you behind me.

You didn't care about my sleepless nights.
My "love" for you.
Or the sorrow felt for you.

Never will know.
Never can know.
You won't let it in.

Won't let the joy inside.
Blocked by pain and misery.
I hole in your heart left empty to those around you.

Cheap and used.
Broken by lonliness
All for an empty heart.

I can't change that,
Can't change you.
I never planned on it.

I didn't want to be hurt by you.
I didn't want you to change me.
But you put up your blocks for me and my heart.

You only let me in for an instant,
And even that moment made me love you.
It showed me who you are and who you want to be.

I love that. I love that person inside.